no one wants to be held hostage

             SATURDAY 3/14/2020 1:45 AM--just got home from Severna Park...ears ringing LOTS...I think I accomplished my original mission--to sing harmonies with Carolyn and hopefully impress her with my ability...I'm just grateful the Universe gave me my singing voice back in time to play the gig...I wasn't at all happy with the sound of my guitar or the guitar that I switched to...I got complimented on my playing, but *I* could barely hear it...and I didn't record a single note! I came home with $20 bucks I didn't have when I left G-burg...
          I told Ray that I've kinda changed my Mind about attending the Sunday gig...he said he understands...as far as *I* know the LCB Reunion is still on...I very much hope so...Brian Boru was fairly crowded this evening...a bit of a surprise, but a very pleasant one...
9:58 AM--Dianne says she ain't goin' nowhere...I dunno what, if anything, I'M gonna do...recover from last night's gig I suppose...
10:32 AM--except that the FHB MIGHT be subbing for the Crimstoppers at the OTWC! More on this later...I could go either way, but I can always use the money...
ONE HOUR LATER--at this point in time, the 'stoppers are gonna do their gig...besides Barnaby was unavailable anyway...he's at Hershey's tonight with Late As Usual...mostly, because I'm fairly wiped out, *I* ain't goin' nowhere either...
4:12 PM-Stony had the idea that me and him and Brian would do the gig as a trio… I suggested Stoney play keys Brian play bass and we find a singing drummer… Stoney  rejected that idea, gently...and Brian, the other Brian, the guy who books the bands at the OTWC, suggested we forget the whole thing...I’m OK with that decision...
 4:36 PM-I think it’s official now…The trio gig at the OTWC is not gonna happen...and I’m absolutely OK with that decision... I guess the Universe wants me to stay home this evening...but I feel cabin fever setting in...
5:46 PM--the repercussions from last night's gig with Ray (social media-wise) are extensive, and still growing...I wish I had recorded a song or two, if not more...oh well...I still think my guitar sound sucked...but what's done is done...
7:05 PM--suddenly I kinda wish I was living in the Glen Burnie area...I'm feeling very much appreciated by Ray's friends...more appreciated than in my current neighborhood...