not yet ready to give up

 
           TUESDAY 12/18/18 3:45PM--I think the next song I'm gonna present to the public is the song I currently call AIN'T GONNA BE YOUR CLOWN...but I'm kinda semi-determined to get ONE good performance of WISHES under my belt--somewhere, I just dunno where...and I'm not talking about the basement...There IS an open mic in Damascus, but after two days of going out in a row, I'm pretty sure I won't have the strength to go to Damascus--even if I want to...
     WEDNESDAY 12/19/18 7:50PM--took Dianne to the Dr.'s Office this morning...we arrived at 11AM and didn't leave until almost 4PM...I'm frankly hoping my reward will be the opportunity to go to the OTWC tomorrow night...I won't know until sometime tomorrow...I think I'm gonna practice LET IT SNOW just in case I can go...
THURSDAY 12/20/18 9:17AM--I can go...I need to work on Michelle's songs at least a little...and buy a toy, which is the price of admission...I'll likely go to CVS soon to buy a toy--one less thing, right? I guess I'll "rehearse" after my midday, before I take a shower...I think the midday will start by 1PM, last less than two hours...As far as *I* know, I don't need to bring ANY gear with me, John Trupp said I don't need to...we'll see...
2:33PM--the midday started and ended early...I expect to be outta the shower by 4PM, more or less...
4:21PM--the Plan is to leave for the OTWC in about 10 minutes...
7:45PM-just about every local woman I have had a crush on is here now or soon will be...