I did it

                      THURSDAY? 12/13/18 10:30PM-I’m gonna give myself a generous 8.0-all FOUR songs had mistakes in them...some of those mistakes were a bit bigger than others...I DIDN’T use the lyric sheets, they were too far away and the font was too small...Daryl Davis was in the audience-that didn’t help...still, I did it! In fact I get two more songs when we started over, LMYR and THANK YOU GIRL...
11:42PM-I’m keeping the 8.0 for now...maybe... I think the Xanax had worn off by the time I hit the stage the FIRST time, never mind the second time... but I’m not sorry I came...
     SATURDAY  12/15/18 I think unless I actually hear from Jay I'll stay home tomorrow--maybe...although Michelle (who WON'T be there BTW) said if Jay invited me, everything is cool...
4:42PM--went to Litz, got new acoustic strings and a thumb pick...the thumb pick works, as far as I can tell...the plan is to put the new strings on tomorrow, dunno when though...
SUNDAY 12/16/18 8:37AM--I heard from Jay, it's OK to go...I put the strings on yesterday...not taking my guitar though...Dunno if there's a dress code, but I will probably dress up a bit...if I'm NOT gonna sing any of my songs, what's the point of going? I really dunno if I'm gonna go or not...I do now know there's no dress code...obviously, I'm gonna take at least one Xanax right before I leave the house...
11:13PM--BULLETIN--I've just been informed there's band practice at 2PM--that sucks big time...I told Barry I'm leaving at 5...he may not be happy about that, but he said OK...I hope to be at IPO (where the SAW Xmas party is being held) by 6PM...I probably wouldn't have lasted for four hours anyway...