still making some progress

              SUNDAY 9/8/19 12:37PM--so I went to the basement and labeled the power chords that I felt needed to be labeled...and I also determined how high the KB stand should be if *I* am gonna be standing, like at the upcoming ACME gig on 9/17, which is a week from this coming Tuesday...maybe I'll take inventory/start packing the ACME stuff today...or tomorrow after my appointment with Malinsky...and I wanna do a sound check as well...
    I was thinking about how any trio of notes can be two or three different chords...I'm wondering if the one piano book I've bought so far has the same info...except that now, when I want it, I can't find it...I wanna get another more comprehensive Piano Chord book...if such a thing exists...
MONDAY 9/9/19 4:30PM--and so I went to Pritchard's and got another one...I'm mad at myself for not practicing the ACME stuff more...the gig is a week away, *I* think I've got time...but the sound check didn't happen...oh well...If I'm this nervous about a rehearsal, wait until the morning of the gig...where's the Xanax?
TUESDAY 9/10/19 7:50AM--Rehearsal went pretty much the way I thought it would...it feels like a very lonely existence...due to reasons I can barely explain, I could barely hear my keyboard...that worries me, quite a bunch...I NEED to hear what I'm playing, I don't yet know the keyboard well enough that seeing where my fingers are is good enough...some of MY playing was riddled with mistakes, to some degree for that reason...
 10:36AM--Barry wants to practice on Sunday--Dianne has plans for me...Saturday isn't good either, we're going to see Ray that evening...
  1:58PM--so the Combustibles are gonna practice w/o me on Sunday...my being there or not being there won't make a difference...I can almost guarantee I'll have more fun with Ray than with any of the bands I'm in...there's something wrong in there somewhere...