it's nice to be appriciated

    THURSDAY 9/19/19 7:42AM--went to Killarney House last night; it's a longer trip when yer alone...but it was worth it...the best "crazy Chester" verse I've ever sung, I think...it sure felt good to feel wanted...I don't get that feeling in my neighborhood...
        I dunno if I'm going anywhere tonight, but I suspect I'm gonna want to after all the noise the workers are gonna make here...I'll likely go to the OTWC, but I doubt that I'm gonna bring any gear...I'm kinda stuck in the Office...Mind you, I'm grateful I've got somewhere to go tonight, if I need/want to...I kinda feel like singing...
    A young (very good) female singer has said a few nice things about me on FB Messenger...I sorta invited her to the OTWC...Maybe I'll just do some singing tonight, except that I feel uncomfortable standing in front of a microphone w/o a guitar...
4:25PM--just finished KB practice...struggled some, but nailed the chorus(?) of RIDE LIKE THE WIND almost instantly...go figure...
       I'm kinda getting excited about going out somewhere tonight...I wonder if Pete is hosting at the Grape Escape...should check FB to find out...SLIGHTLY LATER--I think he is, but I haven't been to the OTWC lately, so...
 FRIDAY 9/20/19 9:49AM--went to the OTWC...didn't play or sing a single note, but I had a very good time nonetheless...and I have no plans to go out tonight, and probably not Saturday either...
  NOW maybe I can focus on the 4th Thursday open mic...there's only week to go...
4:36PM--there's a band I wanna see playing tonight, but my ears need a night off...there's a band I've never heard of playing tomorrow night about a mile or so up the road at a place I said I'd never be seen in again...but I might go anyway...Dianne is going to see her folks for Sunday brunch...I guess I'm not going...that's unusual...I wonder if there's gonna be a Gazebo Jam...maybe I'd go to that...
            That band that's playing real close by tomorrow night seems to be really good, according to the video sampler I just watched...I'm already depressed enough about some of my current musical activity, why make it worse, right? If they'll let me, maybe I'll video them and (only with their permission) post it on Flakebook...maybe some of my many band mates will see it and get to thinking...