in the dark

  WEDNESDAY 9/25/19 2:50PM--still dunno if there's practice...I'm not gonna assume anything, if I can help it...
4:20PM--STILL dunno if there's practice...how I LOVE being part of something, like a Community of Musicians...
4:34PM--it's possible that there WON'T be any band practice, I'm not sure why...and I don't care...
 7PM--in the back of my head, I felt as though there was something special about Friday 9/27...turns out there is--a gig with Stu Judd...at the Laurel American Legion, wherever in Laurel that may be...it may be an acoustic gig--a bit of a bummer, but I already said "yes"--and, of course, I can use the money...for all *I* know, I might be able to use my electric gear after all...that would be nice...a lot can happen in two days...
 9:13PM--I just remembered--Jackie is/was hosting the open mic at Hershey's...son of a bitch...well, the Universe made it's decision, right? And Life seems hectic enough w/o adding an open mic to my schedule...having a gig on Thursday night AND Friday night is plenty hectic enuff...
THURSDAY 9/26/19 8:08AM--I'm not sure, but I'm starting to think I'm just a nobody...all the things I thought made me a teeny bit special, don't...LOTSA people play guitar, LOTSA people "doodle", and LOTSA people take pictures...LOTSA people make albums...as far as I can tell, only two Musicians appreciate my Musical ability--Ray and Stu...and sometimes I'm not sure about them...
 FRIDAY 9/27/19 1:51AM--the open mic went well enough for me...now I can focus on tonight's gig with Stu...just might take the ME-70...Coleen says she's gonna be there...we'll see...wanna get home from Laurel ASAP...I have to get up early Saturday morning...oh well...I don't have plans for Saturday night that *I* know of...