I wouldn't be ashamed

         SATURDAY 9/21/19 8:30PM--the band FILM AT ELEVEN was pretty good, although I only saw about an hour's worth...I was not familiar with some of the songs they played, but the band sounded fairly tight...they played DREAM ON fairly well, although I've never liked the song all that much...On the other hand BOYS OF SUMMER was pretty dammed rough...but they immediately made up for it with RENEGADE by Styx...soon I'll be headed for Quincy's...
    So anyway, I’m at Quincy’s... the TOO EXTRA band is pretty good... I’m sitting with Jeff Jones and Iliana...they seem to be having a good time together...I don’t know how long I'm going to stay…Obviously Iliana is in good company...
SUNDAY 9/22/19 12:48 AM--stayed about two hours I think...the guitar player was especially good IMO...that was pretty depressing and it turns out that Iliana is very talented as a photographer...I feel really stupid for having shown her my photos and doodles...
 11:41AM--I seriously considered going to Annapolis to hang out with Ray, but right NOW, it doesn't seem like a good idea...It's a long drive in 90 degree weather, parking could turn out to be expensive, it might make me feel better than I do now, but that won't last long...it takes a certain amount of gasoline, which costs money...it would really mess up my Dinner schedule...and there's no guarantee that I would get paid even $20 to cover gas or parking or whatever...and I really don't feel like doing anything..except sleeping...
   6:16PM- except I got up from my nap and went downstairs to do some keyboard practice… Managed to hit the chords from the bridge to Slave to the Rhythm instantly ... coolest thing to happen all day...
MONDAY 9:49AM--cooked up another keyboard practice CD...just under an hour's worth of songs...don't yet know if it came out ok, but I'll likely find out soon enough...