suddenly it got serious

           
            SUNDAY 5/17/2020--all of a sudden prepping for tomorrow's open mic feels like a Gov't Project...but I intend to go thru with it...I want and (espescially) NEED to rehearse tomorrow...I THINK the big important thing Dianne and I were gonna do tomorrow we did today...
MONDAY 5/18/2020 12:27AM-rather than laying here in bed staring at the ceiling, I went downstairs and set up my performance space; all I have to do now is take the computer downstairs and plug it in...and figure out how the new mic works...
8:12AM--just tried out the new mic with the laptop--it works!!! I THINK the broadcast will be successful...as for MY segment, who knows? Rehearsal starts probably after my attempted nap...planning on moving the laptop downstairs by six o'clock, if not sooner...
10:51AM--I was right, setting up my laptop in the basement for a virtual open mic is a f**king HUGE Gov't Project...but as far as I can tell, everything works...and all 1180 Lab work will wait until tomorrow--if then...
11:08AM-this morning’s Project took a lot outta me... 
8:10 PM-probably won’t get to sing that certain song...gonna run outta time before I sing again tonight  DAMMIT
9PM I thought that I just might get another shot...but somebody just joined the group and Dan told me it ain’t happening -- really sucks, gotta wait another week. ARGH! all that anxiety wasted...VERY bummed out...it figures...sitting here doing nothing, could’ve had the kitty litter done...
10:02PM--so that's what I did...I'll rebuild the Lab tomorrow...I wanna completely finish NEW CARROLLTON...but there's NO HURRY...
It seems that the ACME Band Co. thinks they have a gig in early June at Lahinch, with Stoney guesting on Bass...I hope they haven't forgotten that I "retired" from playing in bands...