I don’t mean to sound ungrateful...

           MONDAY 5/25/2020 3:08PM-...but I think I would have liked to go on a bit later...dunno how much of an audience I’ll have...
7:18PM-I didn’t get the reaction I thought would get, not even close...oh well... I didn’t mess up much...almost did a time or two though... I played an original song for a bunch of REAL songwriters...now I gotta sit here for two hours...the trash/kitty litter is all done...
TUESDAY 5/26/2020 7:36AM--if I have my way, I won't go to Dan's open mic next Monday...I found it to be very unsatisfying, in every way possible...I got no reaction to MR. QUARANTINE whatsoever...I was rather bored after I played...the open mic was still going when I left the meeting at about fifteen minutes after nine o'clock...
WEDNESDAY 5/27/2020 4:03PM--It feels like "labwork" doesn't excite me as much as it did about a month ago...and/or I've run out of ideas...
THURSDAY 5/25/2020 11:17AM--feeling pretty much deserted by my so-called friends, who don't seem to have really been friends at all--ever...it's an endless vicious cycle...Dianne says "You should contact them" and *I* say "Why haven't they contacted ME?" and she says "You should contact them" and *I* say, well, you get the picture...

12:54 PM--one of the changes I think Blogger has made is to reduce the number of choices with regard to color...anyway, the FHB has apparently replaced me with two guitarists...whatever, right?

I'm still learning the new Blogger; so far, I don't like it yet...*I* think the program has bugs in it...

8PM--I guess the FHB doesn't even want me to watch their open mic--FUCK 'EM...I sent a message to Butch...now he’ll think I miss being a part of the action and I DON’T, at least not yet... 
8:35PM-I am now capable of watching the open mic that is usually at the Outta the Way Café except tonight it’s not at the Outta the Way Café… I don’t know WHERE it’s coming from or how they are doing it...
I think the way works is ya shoot A video and send it to Barnaby… And HE does the production work on it...there’s LOTSA stuff I would rather watch-a weather channel for instance...