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        THURSDAY 10/24/19 10:30 (?) PM--So I thought the Combustibles were going to suck, making our debut at the OTWC… We didn’t quite suck... most of the rest of the open mic was torture for me...Barnaby was right, Stoney can be an asshole sometimes...he kinda treated ME like shit this evening...I think if you want to chew somebody out for some reason you take them aside somewhere relatively private and chew them out...you don’t do it onstage... I admit that I wasn’t prepared on some songs but I swear the next time he makes a mistake I’m gonna jump all over HIS fucking ass... in fact the way I remember it he admitted to not having done some of HIS homework – what a dick...
   FRIDAY 10/25/19 1:14 AM--the Plan was to quit the Combustibles, but I didn't--yet...I DID quit the Full House Band...the asshole Bass Player was not happy that I told him to fuck off (onstage) and I only did that because he berated ME onstage for not having done my homework...the way *I* remember it, during the performance he admitted to not having learned a particular song that we were about to play...wish I could remember which one it was...and, like she does every Month, Vera chided me for not helping pack up the stuff...Nobody helps ME with MY stuff...Angela was there with her friend Ann...we sang together...
         I sang a Tom Petty/ Stevie Nicks duet with Ann AND Angela...I think she (Angela) just might know that I have feelings of some kind for her...Of course, it isn't Love, but it hurts almost as much...
            FRIDAY 10/25/19 7:35 AM--I'm gonna try to do my best to stay off of Flakebook today...I don't need it to contact some people--Stu, Reeve, Eileen...
          6:23PM--I hope I'm wrong, but based on the set list I saw,  it looks like I won't have much to do tomorrow night at the AmerLegion sit-in with the Dawgz Off the Wall...I know it sounds selfish but it hardly seems worth the trip...BTW, IF they offer me money, I will likely respectfully decline...I  believe I have a house sitting gig starting 11/7...that will be financially rewarding to me...