I think I've had enough

      TUESDAY 10/22/19 9:45 PM--a few days ago,during a conversation with Barry, HE said something to the effect that if I was leaving the Combustibles, I should let him know so he could find another guitar player...I kinda sorta in a way implied that that was my Plan...but, for whatever reason (money?) the subject was dropped...I'm picking it up again...a lot can happen between now and Midnight Thursday, but I very much want to summon up the courage to quit the group--assuming we don't have any more gigs this year...I'm fairly sure we're gonna suck at the open mic...
             10:16 PM--and now the (self-imposed?) pressure begins to mount...like I sorta said before, I wish Thursday was behind me...
        WEDNESDAY 10/23/19 7:26 AM--I'm not sure I have to change ALL the strings on eBay; I'll check it out in a few minutes...the high "E" string sounds/feels weird to me...hopefully changing the one string will make a difference...
12:18 PM--again, somewhat inadvertently, I did a mixdown, thinking/hoping that I've freed up three more tracks to use...dunno if I'm gonna get to that today, but I might...
 4:10 PM--gonna leave the Lab alone for awhile...there's other stuff going on that I need to focus on...tonight's visit with the DAWGZ OFF the WALL for instance, prepping for the Saturday night sit-in, or whatever it's gonna be...tomorrow is the 4th Thursday...and I might be dropping a bomb on Barry...that's more nerve wracking than thinking that Angela is planning on singing something...