I just don't get it

         SUNDAY 10/20/19--5:48 PM--The way I see it, the guys in the Band have two choices--either they can't HEAR the mistakes or they don't care that there ARE mistakes...of the other guys in the band, I would say Barry just might be the most Deaf...it's intensely aggravating...
              I absolutely think The Combustibles are NOT ready to go to an open mic anywhere, much less the OTWC...Barry called me after practice to complain about Ric, who might be a weaker link than Barry is...
             I guess I should soon focus at least a little on whatever the Snowdawgz are gonna be doing...I think we're practicing the day before our gig...and having Dinner before practice...spaghetti I've been told...
    7:38 PM--I know there are three days between today and Thursday, but I'm starting to get bent outta shape over the Combustibles appearing at the 4th Thursday Open Mic...I expect it to be the most embarrassing thing to happen to me in public--ever...
           8;34 PM--It feels like it's gonna be a long three and a half days...eventually 10/24 will be the Past...in the meantime somebody (Stu? Eileen? Jim?) wants me at practice on Wednesday...so much for spontaneity...and again my Brain feels kinda overloaded...