not even the farm club

       THURSDAY 6/13/19 10:30PM--as an acoustic solo artist, I'm still in Little League...I may have been on the farm team for a few weeks, more or less, but I never ever made it to the Major League...I went to Pete Loony's open mic at the Grape Escape this evening...I resisted his invitations to perform, a few times in fact...but inevitably I got up and did two songs--a spontaneous re-arrangement of THANK YOU GIRL and of course LMYR...considering I didn't want to play in the first place, and I used a capo for ONE AFTER 909 (with Pete) I did ok...but no better than that...needless to say, I didn't feel like going to the OTWC...I went to Giant instead and got soda and Fudgesicles...one less thing to do tomorrow...
        FRIDAY 6/14/19 11:03PM--for the past two or three days, I've been playing with CDs...I don't think I need Sirius XM when I'm looking at  a stack of TWENTY CDs I intend to listen to in my car...Having second thoughts about keeping ALL of them in the car at once though ...considering that I rarely leave my neighborhood and it's surrounding suburbs, 20 CDs could last the rest of my Life...I think there's room enough in the glove box for three or even four CDs...I have no Musical plans whatever for this weekend, that's rather unusual...but I'm not complaining; I don't feel like part of the MontCo social circle anyway...
SATURDAY 6/15/19 7PM--I still don't feel like going out tonight...besides the tinnitus, there's the feeling I have when I DO go out--it's like I'm invisible--why would I subject myself to that? Over and over...So I'm gonna try to keep a low profile...
SUNDAY 6/16/19 6:20PM--gonna start making my Dinner now...it's true--a watched pot never boils...not only do I have "homework" to do, but I've been ignoring my keyboard...that's not good...hopefully I'll feel like doing that tomorrow...
7:22PM--From start to finish Dinner took 40 minutes...I've never timed the process before...I'm expecting Dianne to be back home by 8PM...After she takes the TV back, maybe I'll do a CD or two--there must be close to a dozen of them w/o cases...on the other hand, I'm supposed to winding down...maybe I'll only do one--a bit of a compromise...might even design a cover for it, using Word, although I could try Google Docs...nervous about that, but I might try it anyway...I'm feeling brave...
8:03PM--so I did it, using Google Docs...a list for the inside and a cover for the front...now I'm gonna start the "decompression" process, whatever it may be...