a show of appreciation would be nice...

               THURSDAY 6/20/19 8:04AM--I feel like I've moved heaven AND earth to please a "friend" of mine...I had to transpose a song from G down to E...what a pain in the ass... so I tuned my guitar down (I think) a whole step plus another half step...
                The good news is that the gig with Stoney is a week away--the infamous "4TH THURSDAY" open mic...now that gig is for the money...it used to be fun, but it's not so much anymore...there's also at least one brand new (to me) song to learn... 
    11:44 AM--hoping to start looking forward to tonight because I don't yet...I should let Lou build the set list...that's how it usually works anyway...
  4:18PM--now I'm looking forward to the open mic...I wanna come home at least moderately happy...
  4:55PM--my original Dinner plans will be carried out tomorrow--maybe...in about 30 minutes, I hope to have hot dogs...then it's off to think open mic...
7:50PM-Lou and I were an 8.5 IMO...we went up FIRST, not sure I like that...
8:20PM-Ultimately I don’t feel any better...I wish I could be offstage the guy I think I am onstage...I wanna go home, but I don’t know how to be inconspicuous...so I’ll probably stay...maybe somebody will need harmonies...It’s true, when ya start to feel that someone you kinda like doesn’t like you, your affection dwindles...I'm talking about "John C."
        It’s a Murphy’s Law kind of thing… If I stay I will be invisible, if I go home, somebody may wish I’d stayed to sing harmonies or play lead guitar or something...
10PM--I've been home for about 15 minutes, probably stay up until Midnight...I doubt if I'm gonna go out tomorrow evening...Bluebird Sky is at Hershey's and I don't like Hershey's...IF I go out at all, that's where I'm gonna go...There's nowhere for me to go on Saturday night, unless I'm forgetting something...
                FRIDAY 6/21/19 7:30AM--I guess I should start working on the 4th Thursday song(s)...I think I already know the CCR songs, except for CENTERFIELD in E (groan) for Stoney...and one other one that George is doing...I'm not worried yet...
       4:13PM--I feel like this could only happen to me--but that's probably not true...the band that I'd rather see is playing tonight at the place I don't like...and a Band that I think is just OK is playing tomorrow night at the place I like...decisions, decisions...I guess I could force myself (a little) to go out tonight to Hershey's...but I likely won't...besides which, Angela might go to the OTWC tomorrow night...yeah, I know, it's pathetic...
9:24PM--I can't say with 100% certainty that I'm going out Saturday night, but right this minute I want to...At least twice I've put a video of SLR on Flakebook...Frankly, I'm hoping some of the other female singers give it a listen...I never ever heard from Liz Springer, the singer I gave SLR's CD to...my guess is that she was intimidated by Sherri Lynn's talent...Liz isn't the worst female singer I know, but she's not the best either IMO...I do kinda wish some other band was playing at The OTWC tomorrow night...Of course, I could stay home...What difference does it make if Angela is there or not? None whatsoever...Built 4 Comfort is one of the few Bands I don't necessarily wanna be a member of...On the other hand, I can almost see myself in Bluebird Sky...except of course that Charlie (the leader) doesn't like me...