Will it make any difference?

 

           SUNDAY 10/10/21 3:33PM-I haven’t talked  to her lately, but I think SueEl and I are going to an open mic tomorrow evening… Frankly, it’s out of my way to go and pick her up and bring her back down to Rockville, but that’s where the open mic is…
              It’s some sort of “rock and roots” jam, which I think stylistically limits what I can do…I don’t expect to hear any Neil Young, Tom Petty, Bruce, Dylan…certainly no Grateful Dead… I don’t know WHAT songs SueEl and I are going to do; maybe she has some ideas… I suppose I could do Little Sister if necessary…
11:18PM--everytime I look thru Flakebook I get depressed about being one of MontCo's  best kept Musical secrets...that's reason enought to avoid it...
MONDAY 10/11/21 12:45PM--and it hurts to see all the SLR vids...I think about what might have been had she been able to stay in Montgomery Co. Or maybe I wasn't as good for/with her as I thought I was...
2:25PM--SueEl and I are still planning to go to Dietle's this evening...I have no idea what's gonna happen...I don't like being in the dark, but that's where I am...
7:22PM-made it to Dietle’s…I doubt that I’ll make it a regular stop…but ya never know…seen an acquaintance from many years back…
9PM-I might be coming back after all…there doesn’t seem to be many places to play Country music in MontCo…Steve Setzer (from Hershey's) was there as well...
9:28PM-played the Fender P-bass that belongs to the guy who runs the open mic...his name is Brad…I could get used to that, if I had to…I added harmony to one of the singer's songs...luckily he didn't mind...EDIT--he and I are FB friends now...
TUESDAY 10/12/2112:11AM--just got in from Dietle's...I hope to go next Monday...with or without SueEl...I gotta brush up on my Country repertoire...I haven't done any Country music since the CSA Jamboree...it definitely feels (right now) like a new place to go regularly--and NOT be in a band of any kind...I may need some "cheat sheets" for awhile though...as loose as it is, I really like going to Hershey's on Thursdays...on the other hand I can't wait to go to Dietle's as a guitarist...
11:05PM--just got in from Hershey's...after Dinner there with SueEl, I was on the sidelines for awhile then played Bass for most of the evening...SueEl did great; eventually Doug, her roomate took her home...a female acquaintence from the recent past was there--naturally I can't yet remember her name...EDIT--her name is Dorothy...