on second thought

 

                SATURDAY 10/16/21 8:55AM--A day or so ago I really wanted to form a band with a singer I met at Hershey's...now I'm not sure if it would be a good fit or not...
12:20PM-I’m thinking I might possibly maybe go to Gentleman Jim’s tonight…A former bandmate invited me to his gig and expressed the idea that he hoped I was OK… I just might go see his band (In ToneNation)... there’s a former member of the LCB in it – Joe Dyson is the guitar player…
8:00PM-made it to GJ’s, in spite of some major car trouble…ended up singing GREEN RIVER...I did a very good job, conceited as that sounds...but it's true...SueEl was there, we hung out together...I thank the Universe for Dianne…and I’m glad I have a Best Buy Visa credit card, I'm probably gonna need it to get the car problem solved...
SUNDAY 10/17/21  11:46AM--so, overnight the band leader (Dave) indicated that it's not outta the question that Joe Dyson's days in the band are numbered...I should say no more...
12:30PM--but now I'm in Fantasyland, with regards to the text message from David...
MONDAY 10/18/21 10:27AM--the Plan is to go to Dietle's tonight, with or without SueEl...I'm allowed to change my Mind though... 9PM-I was so excited about coming to DIETLE’S tonight… Now I think it was a big mistake; I DID manage to make it through Folsom prison blues and little sister, but I was not happy about the guitar sound I was getting and I used my guitar but not my own amplifier…my vocals were pretty good…I DID get to play Bass, AND drums!!! I wish I’d left the drums alone…what the f*ck was I thinking?
TUESDAY 10/19/21 9:35AM--SueEl told me that Joe D. has apparently been difficult to work with for some time...Perhaps I'm being overly optimistic, but I'm hoping to hear from Dave almost any day now... 
THURSDAY 10/21/21 12:48PM--at this point in time, SueEl is not up to going to Hershey's tonight...I know I shouldn't be, but I'm relieved...EDIT--I spoke too soon, now she wants to go...Dianne is having a meeting with a financial advisor at 6, so I'll leave to go to Hershey's after first going to (probably) McDs to get Dinner...
7:25PM-Hershey’s used to be fun…or maybe I’m just tired…
8PM- I think I lost the possible gig  with In Tone Nation…Dave tells me that he and Joe have made up, at least for now…and naturally I had my hopes up…oh well…Jeff just indicated he was going to play one more…but he’s still playing, and that’s OK…SueEl just left...
10:36PM--there's a certain guitarist who comes across to me as bossy...he's a really good player, but he sorta rolled right over Steve last night...oh well...
12:20PM--I said something on FB about not liking a lack of discipline at an open mic and Ray weighed in about how hard it is to maintain discipline, so anarchy is the natural result...it feels like Ray and I are drifting apart--AGAIN...belatedly getting bummed about not getting into InToneNation...oh well...