Desertions, desires and a possible re-birth

      MONDAY 12/30/19 10 AM--I could be wrong, but I think *I* have only deserted one of my Musical partners, but she may have been the most talented of all of them--Sherri Robbins...I on the other hand have been deserted more than once...Bill Mulroney, Jeff Herbert, Neil McFadden, Barry Fantle (as a duo partner) Stu Judd (at least a little), Michelle Murray, Bill Grimes, Larry Mueller, Jon Reeve...
              And there are some non-Musical relationships that have mysteriously fizzled out, for reasons that are unknown to me...Roger Christian for starters...is it because  I'm repulsive? obnoxious? boring? stupid? is it because I want Chump outta the White House by ANY means necessary? I suspect that's why I don't hear from Roger...Do *I* have to do all the reaching out? If so, why?
        For instance, I swallowed my pride and reached out to Brooke Robbins on Flakebook quite awhile back...he's ignoring my Friend Request...
       I think about certain females I'm rather attracted to and I wonder if any of them, (or women I don't even know for that matter) have a crush on ME...of course not...besides, most, if not all, of those women are at least a little younger than me...and it wouldn't matter if I WAS living on my own, by myself...those activities that Women (and Men) enjoy together are activities I'm no longer capable of participating in...
   7:43 PM--just heard from Ken Sleeman...seems like Luisa wants to put together another Band...Ask me again tomorrow, but right now I'm interested...
9 PM--the way I remember it, The Reverbs was fun and I made a few bucks...Nothing is official, as far as *I* know, but it is a mildly exciting idea...
TUESDAY 12/31/19 5:30 PM--talked to Ken Sleeman today...there's a meeting of some sort scheduled for 1 PM Monday...I guess he wants to know if Luisa and I still have a chemistry or he wants to know if I can still play...I'll get to use my new Reverb Pedal...it may be too soon to say for sure, but I think I'm about to join another band...which would make SIX...