I THINK I'm glad she's in Seattle...

           if in fact, that's where Karie actually lives...I can't offhand name any other Woman that intrigues AND unsettles me more...and of course it's such a colossal waste of time to think about what might have been...generally that's true of a lot of situations, not just relationships...I'm probably giving up on having some bizarre kind of relationship with Angela...what she doesn't seem to know won't hurt me, right?
            A Neil Young Trib Band is playing at the OTWC on Friday...I hope I don't go...The only reason I can think of for NOT being offered the chance to audition is that Kennedy is afraid of competition...I KNOW that sounds super duper conceited, but that doesn't mean it's not true...being left out of things hurts...