my enthusiasm was real...

            When I talked to Larry on Sunday I was being genuinely enthusiastic about the possible formation of a new band...now it's 24+ hours later and I haven't heard anything back from him...*I* find that to be a bit weird...but maybe that's just me...Maybe Larry is more laid back or something...or he's having second thoughts...

            No, I heard from him...we're on for next Monday...knowing that he's apparently still interested has elevated my mood a bit...but I'm still...lonely, or horny or something...I'm no scientist, but I suspect that sexual frustration is is not purely a physical condition...surely there's an emotional aspect to it...

         I'm still working on staying away from FB; but it's hard to give it up...aside from the vitriol,  I don't like seeing gig notices for a band I should be in...I dunno what Larry has in mind, but I can't wait to get started...I might see him at the Gazebo Jam on Sunday...I never know when/if he's gonna be there...It feels like he genuinely respects my musicianship...maybe that shouldn't be important to me, but it is...it's one thing to think yer good at something, but it's nice to have that idea confirmed...