it's only a dream, right?

 

       FRIDAY 5/7/21 9:07AM--last night I dreamt that me and a friend or two or three were waiting backstage somewhere to play a gig... Michelle was one of the friends...suddenly I noticed that one by one the people I knew were being replaced by total strangers… I realized that my so-called friends had gathered somewhere else and I was left behind – that actually is what reality feels like right now, with regards to playing music that is…
                 I told Dianne that for a couple of reasons, I probably wouldn't go to any Ray sit-ins that take place on Saturday or Sunday...the main one being that the weekend is the time we usually do stuff...in addition, it would be less wear and tear on the car AND me...it would save gas as well...
1PM--stopped by Butch's house gave him back his mic stand...I guess I'll have to buy one; I can't find the one I thought I had...I didn't like it that much anyway, but it was my only choice at the time...Butch and I talked for quite awhile....I might not be the only MoCo musician who's no longer a Stoney fan...Butch told me about some lengthy melt down that Stoney posted on Flakebook--on the FULL HOUSE BAND'S Page...the band broke up at that point...I knew Stoney & Sue were Chumpsters, but *I* was able to ignore that...allegedly he insulted more than a few people, including Butch's wife Vera...
          Even though I'm suddenly feeling a teeny bit left out of RAY'S Musical Family, I might go see his friends Tish and Johnny V (the band Dirty Soul actually) at the Elks Lodge in Rockville--I think I can afford $5 bucks...we'll see...Butch told me he and Vera might go...at least then I'd have someone to (possibly) talk to...
4:42PM-I dreamt I was in a Music store watching a Jeff Beck documentary--while holding THREE drumsticks...I was apparently trying to decide which size sticks to get...NO IDEA what that means, though I do fantasize about switching back...even if I could buy a drumset, where in the f**k could I put it?
9:16PM--back to feeling a bit left out of the loop...with regard to going out tomorrow night, there's a 50% chance of rain...I hope it doesn't...