not today/not anymore

FRIDAY 4/24/2020 6:25 PM--I don't see me doing any lab work today...I'm too zonked out on pills; I can barely walk straight...I fell down the stairs and hit my head...and bummed out about being stabbed in the back by my so-called friends...maybe I'll got to the Lab tomorrow...
7:52 PM--I was wonderin when the BR-1180CD was introduced so I would know just how old the technology was that I've been working with...I think it was introduced in about 2002, more or less...eighteen years IS ancient in the tech world...
SATURDAY 4/25/2020 9:45 AM--not one SOB has asked why I wasn't at the virtual open mic last night...as far as I can tell, no one even mentioned my name...THAT really really hurts...seriuosly considering handing in my resignation...
5:45 PM--and so I just did...
6:50 PM--I sent an e-mail to the members of the Full House band...maybe I was too vague or trying too hard to be clever or smarmy or something...fuckit...
8:05 PM--no response from anybody...ok, cool...
10:37 PM--I suspect the FHB is just happy that they didn't have to fire Stoney's "friend"--he (I) quit...
SUNDAY 4/26/2020 10:16 AM--still haven't heard from anybody...oh well...I sent an e-mail to Ray asking him what he would do if this had happened to him...I wouldn't be surprised if he chooses not to respond...he has more important things going on in his Life...
5:25 PM--Ray DID answer the e-mail I sent him...he indicated he would do what I did...spent about an hour or so in the 1180 Lab...I THINK all I've gotta do is put down the lead guitar and lead vocal...Dunno if I'm gonna put it on youTube before I mix/master it or after...to me it feels like six of one, half a dozen of the other...and they'll probably sound the same to ME, be they mixed or not...I'll put the lead guitar on it sometime tomorrow...and then there's the lead vocal...
7:39 PM--Still haven't heard from ANY of the members of the Full House Band...and that's STILL OK by me...
10:19 PM--still nothing...it hurts, but I'll get over it eventually...