but I'm still doing it

          WEDNESDAY 4/22/2020 4:35 PM--well,YESTERDAY is done, finished, etc.--missing gtr. solo notwithstanding...the version released to the public has all the parts but hadn't been mixed/mastered yet...oh well, we learn from our mistakes, right? I started on RISING SUN BLUES... laid down a rhythm guitar part (a keeper) and a lead vocal (MAYBE a keeper) struggled with a Bass part, gave up for the day...
        Thinking of trying CLANCY next--who knows? I'm starting to wonder if  I've been fired from the FHB...right NOW, I don't give a fuck...Have I been that much of a jerk? or hypocrite? or backstabber? *I* don't think so, but I dunno for sure...NONE of the other members of the group have contacted me...*I* contacted Butch, if only once...
9:21 PM--I'm gonna try running the bass thru the ME-70...I think that will make a big difference...at least I sure hope so...
THURSDAY 4/23/2020 9:12 AM--I might not be a member of the Full Hoise Band anymore..at the very least it looks like I'm not involved with the virtual open mic...NOBODY has explained how to be involved in it...that's OK by me, I don't feel like being in the FHB anymore anyway...few awhile I was thinking that maybe I wasn't quite as talented as I thought I might be and the solo thing was beyond my abilities...then I realized that my impatience was the big obstacle...after all, there's no schedule or timetable or deadline, right? I think RISING SUN BLUES is roughly 25% finished...
   I have to fix the Bass part and probably both drum parts before I can add the organ and guitar solo...the computer keyboard is fucked up again...it's always some fucking thing...
5:35 PM--one of the cables I'm using downstairs is cuting in and out; luckily I have another one...with regard to the drum part, I guess Charlie Watts is as fancy as I can get...well, there's a saying--"less is more"... ok, I'll try to cling to that idea...I'll try again tomorrow...
     I still haven't heard from anybody regarding tonight's virtual open mic...okie dokie...I caved in and mentioned the situation to Dianne...typically, her resonse was "well, did you contact THEM?" I DID, once, either to just Butch or possibly the whole band...I ain't gonna beg the bastards to be included in their groovy Club...