THURSDAY 7/23/2020 9:33PM--every now and then some musician I don't really know is conducting interviews on Flakebook with MontCo musicians that I DO know...I guess I won't be one of his guests...that kinda hurts...another indication that I wasn't as good a Musician as I thought I was...and I thought I was pretty good--not the best, not the worst...oh well, it's a very competitive scene, full of two-face backstabbing hypocrites...*I* might even be one as well...
10:04PM--the problem with Flakebook is I keep seeing people that I've worked with (if only briefly) doing gigs in Montgomery County and elsewhere...yeah, it kinda hurts...oh well...
FRIDAY 8/14/2020--(sigh) the glitch that has infected my diary of NON-Musical activities is apparently not affecting THIS one; go figure...I had a dream this afternoon that I went amp shopping; I was looking at an amp/speaker cabinet combo in a Music store,,,I was practically alone, except for some employees huddled in a corner...The amp head was practically weightless, which is why I was attracted to it...
Later (but within the same nap) I dreamt that I was selected to play piano on somebody's rendition of DOCTOR MY EYES...both dreams seem weird to me...I dunno what the dreams mean, if they mean anything
at all...I still have no desire to play Music...
at all...I still have no desire to play Music...
6:26PM--I haven't told anyone else (but ME) that I might not ever be seen again in public playing Music...That idea doesn't yet bother me...actually I hinted at it to someone, but they apparently didn't pick up the hint...I hardly listen to Music in the car when I DO go somewhere...a couple of weeks or so ago, I considered taking up the drums again...I would have to spend money I don't really have, I would have to make room I don't have in the basement and lastly, I don't think drumming is good idea for me physically...oh well...
SATURDAY 8/15/2020 12:24pm--Still nothing going on in my Life musically...and I don't yet care...
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