who is the leader of the band?

       SUNDAY 11/3/19 7:36 AM--As far as I know, the FHB is still practicing today...I'm not at all looking forward to that...I THOUGHT that if there was a band leader it was Butch...it feels to ME like Stoney brushed him aside and took over...and IMO he's a bit of a dictator...which is why The Snowdawgz are my favorite of all the bands I'm in; although I'm not 100% sure I'm actually a member OF the band...in fact it might not be a band...It almost feels like Stu gets a gig then puts a group together based on who is available...
         I would like to have a band meeting, but I dunno if any other members of the group feel the same way I do...it wouldn't surprise me if they did...I find it hard to believe that I'm the only one that feels this way...
6 PM--but apparently I'm like Lindburgh over the Atlantic--totally, utterly, completely alone...and it doesn't feel good...at least two of the guys in the band are (IMO) anal retentive...playing Music with them is not fun...
TUESDAY 11/5/19 7:03 PM--I think I should take a break from the 1180 Lab...I struggled for awhile, and gave up fighting with a power strip that kept shutting off...tomorrow I'm scheduled to meet Lou at Hershey's acoustic open mic...naturally it's one of those Wednesdays where Jackie ISN'T hosting...I may not be up to it physically or emotionally, but I'm planning to go if it's the last thing I do...
      WEDNESDAY 11/06/19 9:47 AM-as far as I know, I’m still going to Hershey’s this evening… especially if Lou does as well… And if by some chance he can’t or won’t go, then I’ll likely stay home…
1:04 PM-we're still a "go" for 6:30 or so...I hope to be asleep in about an hour...hopefully the nap will last until 4 PM...
        I hope to warm up on the guitar before Dianne gets home...I AM concerned about the condition of my singing voice...all I can do is hope for the best...
9:19 PM-I think Lou and I were an 8.5 at the most… he seemed satisfied; I recorded the set, it lasted about 15 minutes…I also sat in with Jeff and Liliana…being generous I would give us a 7.0… But then again we didn’t rehearse anything…
 11:22 PM--Liliana and I did YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND...I'd never played it before; I did pretty darned good IMO...and with a capo no less...Butch came out and did a few...he confirmed that The FHB is practicing tomorrow at 7:30 for the gig on SATURDAY...and ITN is playing at the OTWC on FRIDAY...I'm pretty nervous about all of it...and running outta Xanax...
      THURSDAY 11/7/19 11:29 AM--thinking about using my wireless at one or both of my upcoming gigs...otherwise, why did I buy it?
11:50 PM-it seems like we’re not supposed to have too much fun at rehearsal… After all, music is serious business, right?
   Stoney  says he’s going to the OTWC tomorrow to do an early load in – tomorrow night he’s a keyboard player, so I guess he’s got more stuff to deal with than if he was a bass player... I told him I might do the early load-in as well, but I can’t guarantee that I will...