THEN what would I do?

            Lately, I've kinda sorta been wondering if it is at all possible for me to have a fairly serious relationship of some kind with another woman...and then I remember that my ability to, er, uh, satisfy her is severely hampered by my diabetes and/or the various meds I take for it and the various other medical problems I live with...Satisfying myself takes a LOT of effort, and it's not really worth it...and yet I find myself looking around...and I don't know why...