she's leaving it up to me

      My Doctor wants me to make "lifestyle changes" in an attempt to get rid of this condition I have...it seems to be some form of depression or something...she seems afraid to add to the fairly long list of meds I take daily...she suggests walking more than I do now--which is hardly at all...the car (and the air conditioner) are still working...
THURSDAY 6/14/18--I'm still flirting with a cold; therefore I don't expect to go out anywhere tonight...the good news is that I already have two cans of chicken noodle soup...some money saved...it's way early, but it's a good day so far...
9:20PM--the Beach Boys Trib Band went to Smokin' Hot and played a few...they seem to have found someone to take my place...If there's a video, I haven't seen it--yet....there IS a photo, though...and there was a woman there I would theoretically like to "know better"...her name is Angela Drago...I hope she comes to Smokin' Hot on the 28th...and yet, I'm kinda hoping she doesn't...
FRIDAY 6:30PM--Gary sent me a video of the Trib Band playing LITTLE DEUCE COUPE...it's NOT sour grapes on my part, but it's not all that good...it's not horrible, but *I* think it coulda been better...
SATURDAY 9:29AM--I think I really wanna go out tonight; just to break up the monotony...but if I still feel like this at dinnertime, I'll stay home...allegedly taking a shower will make me feel better, but that will probably only last long enough to go shopping and have Lunch...it's how I feel AFTER the nap that matters...I'll make the decision at dinnertime...
SUNDAY 7PM--I went to the OTWC and Hershey's...the café was a bit too crowded for me but I hung in there for about two hours...then I went to Hershey's...a "handicapped" Oz Revue was playing...their regular drummer was absent, as was their regular bass player...Oz, with his wireless mic, made a couple of stops at my table...I took advantage of that situation...
        Lou and I are going out tomorrow, to the Stonehouse Grill...a lot could happen a a few days but the Combustibles' rehearsal is scheduled for Thursday, unfortunately...no OTWC open mic for me, I guess...
MONDAY--apparently some Musicians base their relationships on Politics as much as Music...*I* don't do that and frankly that does make me feel slightly superior...it bothers me considerably that anybody would do that...maybe THAT'S the reason Stu Judd put the Derwood Dog back together as a trio, without me...and Stoney formed a band with just one guitarist...it makes me quite sad...
TUESDAY--Stoney of all people sez he doesn't let politics determine who he plays Music with...I'm not so sure...I keep coming back to the question "Why didn't he consider me for his latest Project?" If *I* ever were to put a band together it would have TWO guitarists, bass, drums and keyboards...and maybe even a female vocalist...I need to let it go, if I can...but it hurts, at least a little...